Goodbye

Goodbye and goodluck. not really though. I'm not gonna have time to get on tomorrow so I decided to post now. I put pictures of my new shoes on here though. Arent they pretty?Anyway, so I'll take pics and stuff. Goodbye. I'll miss y'all. WAAA!

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!!!!!!

HAPPY THANKSGIVING or if you prefer, HAPPY TURKEY DAY!!!!!!!


So my whole family is here on my moms side. My aunt, uncle and cousin Dima, and my Grandma. We just finished eating our Thanksgiving meal. We made- cranberry sauce jelly style and homemade, sweet potatoe casserole, Green bean casserole, turkey (of course), mashed potatoes, green beans, broccoli salad, cornbread dressing ( the dry stuffing like stuff), gravy, and this really good sweet bread made by yours truly. I was wiped after making my bread stuff. Everyone here are zombies. We're all soooooooooooooo tired. Anyway, it was all really good, especially the broccoli caserole. Now they're cleaning up, and my aunt has fallen asleep on my shoulder. Aw. I feel like Im gonna barf. No I didnt pig out, but I've been eating little bits and peices all day, and its apparently all built up so my stomach was full immediatly. Too bad caffeine doesnt really affect me a whole lot. tsk tsk. I had some Mountain Dew. I really need somthing to do besides blogging. Good thing Im gonna get our Christmas tree down in a few mins. hehehehe. We're having an early Christmas with this side of our family. Sooooo. . .wat did/ are y'all doing for Thanksgiving? huh? huh? huh? TTYL

Lifeboat Game

No, this isnt a literal game, but I got this from one of my friends, and thought it was pretty cool. Its a philosophy game and since Im into philosphy, I thought it would be cool for y'all to try. So read, and follow the directions at the end.


Situation: You are aboard a Disney cruiseliner, enjoying shuffleboard and all the shrimp you can eat, when all of a sudden, the ocean swallows up the cruiseliner. As it happens, God is sick of humans inventing artificial worlds to vacation in when God went to all the trouble of creating the real world for humans to enjoy. Just as God is laughing and heading to Vegas, one lifeboat pops up from the ship and 11 survivors clamor aboard. The trouble is, the boat will only hold 7. If four are not tossed overboard, everyone will die. God is in a hurry but feels merciful, so He reaches down and rips you and your Sunday school class out of Ohio and gives you the task of deciding who should live and who should die. If you don't make the decision in 20 minutes, everyone on the lifeboat and in the Sunday school class will die. God hates procrastinators. Which four will die so that the rest may live?

1. Caucasian male construction worker, age 28. Having problems with wife (#2) due to a history of domestic violence. Pulled 5 people aboard the lifeboat. Main hobby is sailing.

2. Caucasian female homemaker, age 25. Married to #1 and three months pregnant, but considering abortion. Did not finish high school.

3. African American male Iraq war veteran, age 23, divorced. Wounded in friendly fire incident and sent home. Addicted to heroin.

4. East Indian female medical doctor, age 56, widow. From Hollywood, specializes in breast enhancement surgery.

5. Unemployed male Caucasion Philosophy professor, age 42, single. Great sense of humor, plays in a Bluegrass band. Lives with parents.

6. Hispanic female with Down Syndrome, age 7. Parents died in the cruiseliner "accident."

7. Caucasian male Baptist preacher, age 35, married with a wife and three children at home. Has a heavy drinking problem.

8. Famous female Jewish fiction writer, age 82. Husband at home with Alzheimer's.

9. Jewish male grandchild of #8, one of twins, age 16. Thinks he may be homosexual.

10. Jewish female grandchild of #8, one of twins, age 16. Wants to be a fourth grade teacher.

11. African American male from cruiseliner cleaning crew, age 31. Makes extra money by stealing jewelry from rich vacationers aboard ships. Trained in First Aid and CPR. Considering entering Nursing school.


List the four you think should be tossed overboard and give the reasons for your decisions. We don't have to do this in 20 minutes, but we should all try to come to a consensus on it. Have fun.

I just felt like it. GOSH!

---------BASICS--------
Full Name: Rebekah _ _ _ Wayne

Age: 13
School: Im homeschooled but next year I'll be goin to Annapolis Area Christian
Email: like I'd tell you. stalker!
Eyes: brown (boring!)
Hair: Auburn Red
Height: 5' 6"
Shoe Size: 9
Who lives with you: Lets see, I live with my family, but on Fridays and sometimes Saturdays Brian is here.
When is your bedtime:I dont have one, but Im normally in bed by 12, and I normally stay up till 1 or 2
---------HAVE YOU EVER--------
Flown on a plane: yes
Drank so much water that you started to feel sick: yes. its not fun
Missed school because it was raining: not really.
Told a girl that you liked them?: as a friend
Been hurt emotionally: yea
Kept a secret from everyone: um....yes
Had an imaginary friend: yes, what about it!?
Ever talked to yourself: who doesnt?
Been on stage: yes
Cut your hair: yes
Had crush on a teacher: no. GROSS!

--------------Favorite------------
Shampoo: Herbal Essences with anti frizz
Favorite colors: red, green and black
Day/Night: Night (you can sneak around and sleep for once)
Summer/Winter: I don't really like either. I'm one for the season of Autum
Cartoon Character: Tweety!
Favorite Food: I dont really have a preference, but I really like my moms chicken enchiladas
Favorite Advertisement: I dont really have a preference
Favorite Drink: Hot Chocolate, or Hot Apple Cider (if you spike the cider. . .well you know the rest. . . hehehe)
Favorite Person to talk to online: HAVE YOU NOT GUESSED THAT IM NOT REALLY ONE FOR PREFERENCES?
Favorite Sport: Lacrosse, and Gymnastics
Favorite car:Dodge Ram Truck 3500

------------RIGHT NOW-------------
Wearing: jeans, gator hoodie and shirt underneath hoodie.
Eating: nothing.
Drinking: nothing
Thinking about: trucks
Listening to: Wine Red, by The Hush Sound
--------IN THE LAST 24 HRS---------
Cried: yes
Laughed: uh . . .yeah! lol. SEEE
Worn Jeans: yes
Done Laundry: no
Drove a car: no.
Talked on the phone: yes
Said "I love you": to my grandmother yes

---------DO YOU BELIEVE IN----------
Yourself: now and then
Your friends: most of them
Santa Claus: belive in my parents? yes
Tooth Fairy: not really
Destiny/Fate: no
Angels: yes
Ghosts: yes
UFO's: yes
God: yes

--------FRIENDS AND LIFE-----------
Do you ever wish you had another name? all the time, and I know exactly what'd would be
Do you like anyone? no. guys are friends at the moment, and nothing more, for a long long time.
Which one of your friends acts the most like you? Cassie (big surprise isnt it?)
Which of your friends have you known the longest? here the cooks either that or Noelle by like 2 mins
Who's the loudest: Definetly Erin
Who's the shyest: depends what you mean by shy, if you mean quiet then me, but Lauren for everthing else at times.
Are you close to any family members?: not really no
Who do you hang out with the most? family: Cooks, Brian and Justin, and Mike
When you cried the most: How would I remember that?
What's the best feeling in the world? its a matter of opinion, but for me it's love
Worst Feeling: not being loved
What time is it now? 9:25
------FINISH EACH SENTENCE---------
Let's walk in: river
Let's run through: mall
Let's dance in: the ballroom
Let's look at the: horses
What a nice: horsey
Where did all those: idiots go?
When will they: be back?
How are: your teeth?
Why can't you: just shut up!?
Silly, little: boy.
Show me some: of my friends!!!!!
The sky is: tranquil
Tell me: wats goin on with ya?
Hide me: in your computer so I can play with the HTML!! (that was really weird)
Love me: forever, or I'll never love again.
My mom thinks you're: kinda strange. . .
He's not: that great.
Are you that: one person that this other person introduced me to 2 years ago?
Can't you: stop insulting every person you love?
What time is it now: 9:31

This is sad. . .

OK, some of y'all know that I'm goin on a cruise next week. . .well I love my grandma and all, but I dont really wanna leave. I've gotten close to y'all and I dont wanna leave. . . .i feel horrible about that, but its true. I guess it shows how much I love y'all. I know its only for 7 days. . but still. . . waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I leave on the 26 of November, and I get back December 3rd. so. .I'll try to get on a computer and blog or email or somthing. . I cant promise anything, but I'll definetly take pics and try to post them on my blog. . and I'll show y'all if I cant do that. So i should probably go. over and out.

Master Juggler

OK, y'all gotta check out this link. this whole post is a link. It's a video of this flippen awesome juggler. oh yeah. . . . . . check it out- Master Juggler

Is it so bad?

Has it really come down to this?
Is it so bad that you don't even feel when your heart is breaking?
Is it so bad that you don't even know when you're falling in love?
Is it so bad you don't even care when a friendship is breaking?
Is it so bad that you don't even cry when your best friend has just died?
Is it so bad that you don't have guilt when you've betrayed all your loved ones?
Is it so bad you don't even feel the knife slicing open your wrists?
Is it so bad you don't try to change when you're hating?
Is it so bad that you've lost all hope?
Has it really come down to this?



As I wrote that, I was thinking about a lot of different things, mostly feelings. This doesn't mean alot to me, but with somepeople it's true. If you want to post a comment, I ask that you do not critisize anyone, or my poem or writing, just say how it makes you feel, and what you thought about when you read it. Thats all. Thanks








If I showed you my heart, would you break it?

As I was saying . . .

As I was saying earlier that HTML is my friend, this is to conclude that-

I have put up 2 pictures under 2 names on my link list. Matanda and Erin were the lucky winners. I would've put other peoples pics up there, but I cannot because EVERYONES PICTURES ARE TOO BIG TO PUT ON HERE! thats why I cannot put anyone elses pics on here. Terribly sorry. But if you'd like to get smaller picture, about the size of Matanda's picture, then I can put your pic on my link list and you'll be extra special (cause all of y'all are already special).


For those who saw me earlier at the Train Garden- IM in a better mood if ya havent noticed. oh yeah.

IT WAS A BLAST!!!!!

oh yeah, It was flippen awesome! Kutless, Red and Disciple are flippen awesome, although I prefered Red. I have this newfound love of hard rock, or howeveryou wanna classify it. It was great. No one really watched the soccer game. Then at 4th quarter we got in line for the concert. We got there and suddenly we see a bunch of ppl running to the line, and we're like WOW!!!!!So we're waiting in line for a while, and people keep farting! EW! So we get on the feild and we're still waiting while a few ppl are talking, then they let us through. So the first band was Red. They were awesome! their opening was flippen sweet! the guitarists went up on the speekers and started playing. it was really cool The lead singer had makeup aroundhiseyes, and half the time he looked like he was on drugs. it was funny. Then Disciple came out, and they were ok. Then Kutless came out and they were pretty good. yeah, so Im running short on stuff to say, but we got home around 1:15. then Iwent to bed around 2:30. that was great. So yeah. ttyl!!














You never know what your missing till its gone.

For Amanda

Amanda Sillaman has noticed this- Not a whole lot of people have her linked on their blog!
The link to her blog is on my side bar, so go there, and put her on your links. Its really quite simple. SO DO IT!

little ity bit of the week

this is a very shortened version of something that happened this week-

MOnday- I wanted to buy a black gothic looking choker and my mom says thatI'm turning goth.

Tuesday- I told Aly that my mom thinks Im turning Goth, she said that I act very goth at times.

Wednesday- I told Mike that mom think IM turning goth, and he said I was goth.

I guess I went through 3 stages in 3 days. . .thats kinda weird.


So now, what do you think?? and beware, I can delete comments before they even show up on my blog. . .beware.

Check it out!

Check out my piczo site, that I recently recovered and I havent been on in like 1 week, but it looks a whole lot better than when it did the other day.yeah. go here- Red hot gymnast

Yeah, so go there.

happy Birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIN!!!!!!!!!!

theres really no good title for this post

Its as simple as this-


I hope y'all know what love is.

I'm not saying that I do, but its been really bugging me that people claim to love, or know what love is, but they really don't. I do know that love is sacrifice though.

It's as simple as that.

Prayer Request

She fooled all of her friends into thinking she's so strong,
but she still sleeps with her light on,
and she acts like It's all right,
as she smiles again her mother lies there sick with cancer,
and her friends don't understand her,
she's a question without answers,
who feels like falling apart.
She knows, she's so much more than worthless,
but she needs to find her purpose,
she wonders what she did to deserve this and...

"Do not worry Aelwyn, whats done is done. We can not change the past. We can only hope to change the future."

Many of you know that I grew up in Florida. The place I moved from before coming to Maryland was called Winter Haven. Our church was small and mostly retired people were members of the congregation, but we did have about 2 other families with kids. One specific family I want to focus on at the moment though- The Irby's. The Irby's had 1 daughter and 1 son. Their names were Thomas and Anna. Im not sure of the ages at the moment cause I havent seen them in so long. Their parents names were Tim and Lisa. They have 1 dog, a dachshund named Ashley. When I was in Florida, Anna and I had some rough times. She was 2 years older than me, and we were pretty much the only kids at our church, besides our brothers. Despite everything, we were friends, and I grew to love the Irby family, which pains me more and more to say that the other day I got news that both Irby parents were diagnosed with cancer. I have told some of y'all about this on Friday. So please pray for them. One thing about what I opened this with-
I havent seen the Irby family in a few years, and I dont really know if what that said fit the description of Anna or Thomas, but I know that their mother lies there sick with cancer. There's not much to say really, except, please keep them in your prayers. Thank you.

Fave passage. . .quite strange.

Mark 6:14-30

¹⁴King Herod heard about this, for Jesus' name had become well known. Some were saying,^[a] "John the Baptist has been raised from the dead, and that is why miraculous powers are at work in him."

¹⁵Others said, "He is Elijah."
And still others claimed, "He is a prophet, like one of the prophets of long ago."

¹⁶But when Herod heard this, he said, "John, the man I beheaded, has been raised from the dead!"

¹⁷For Herod himself had given orders to have John arrested, and he had him bound and put in prison. He did this because of Herodias, his brother Philip's wife, whom he had married. ¹⁸For John had been saying to Herod, "It is not lawful for you to have your brother's wife." ¹⁹So Herodias nursed a grudge against John and wanted to kill him. But she was not able to, ²⁰because Herod feared John and protected him, knowing him to be a righteous and holy man. When Herod heard John, he was greatly puzzled^[b]; yet he liked to listen to him.

²¹Finally the opportune time came. On his birthday Herod gave a banquet for his high officials and military commanders and the leading men of Galilee. ²²When the daughter of Herodias came in and danced, she pleased Herod and his dinner guests.

The king said to the girl, "Ask me for anything you want, and I'll give it to you." ²³And he promised her with an oath, "Whatever you ask I will give you, up to half my kingdom."

²⁴She went out and said to her mother, "What shall I ask for?"
"The head of John the Baptist," she answered.

²⁵At once the girl hurried in to the king with the request: "I want you to give me right now the head of John the Baptist on a platter."

²⁶The king was greatly distressed, but because of his oaths and his dinner guests, he did not want to refuse her. ²⁷So he immediately sent an executioner with orders to bring John's head. The man went, beheaded John in the prison, ²⁸and brought back his head on a platter. He presented it to the girl, and she gave it to her mother. ²⁹On hearing of this, John's disciples came and took his body and laid it in a tomb.

yeah, thats alot to read. I dunno why that's my fave passage. One day I was flippen through my Bible and I just stumbled across this passage. It's been my favorite ever since. So yeah.

An Ode to Brians Hair

The sanity of all humanity is gone
Your hair is gone.
Maybe not completely, but mostly,
Your hair is gone

Long hair can be weird,
But you get used to it.
When you cut it all off,
It looks quite strange

The sanity of all humanity is gone
Your hair is gone.
Maybe not completely, but mostly,
Your hair is gone

At 11:30, you went to get your hair cut
At 12:20, you came back with short hair.
I dont know what to do but,
Now you look sooo different with out your hair. . .

The sanity of all humanity is gone
Your hair is gone.
Maybe not completely, but mostly,
Your hair is gone

Pure Torture! and Withdrawal

AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im sooooo happy!!!! for reasons I will explain. . .hehehe

Anyway, so its absolutly torture- THE FLIPPEN WEEKDAYS! During the weekdays i have school, tutoring, school, piano, school, gymnastics, school, speech, school, and did I mention school? But on Friday, the burdens of all that are starting to be lifted. So basicly the weekdays are torture. The weekends are great, cause im always with friends, and its so fun, cause we'll go to dinner, or to the mall, or just hang out at my house or the Cooks and watch a movie. Our host normally consists of the waynes, the cooks, Brian and Justin. Somtimes DJ doesnt come. This has been goin on since after they went to Belize. Brian startedcoming over, then Justin, and then it just started happening like everyday literaly. I guess over the summer, I've slowly created a history with these people. Its kinda amusing, cause the Cooks and Brian and Justin have walk in privleges. They can just walk through the door, and no one really cares. They do it so often, but the Cooks always think they have to knock. THEY DONT! But i guess, they're all considered family. Justin and Brian eat dinner with us once and a while. So we really are a family. Its just kinda strange somtimes. Anyway, onto other matters.

IM soooo giddy!!!!! This would be the withdrawal part. hehehe. So the other day I was talking to Cassie, and I was telling her about DJ, and about how i went to the doctor, then i told her i was on drugs, which I am, but they're not illegal. But you see, now i havent had the drugs in about 3 days, and its startingto afect me. Im starting to cough again! this is really bad. I need my meds sooo badly! If i look really weird, or im acting weird tonight, that would be the withdrawal, or I've got ADHD, or ADD. I dunno cause im really really really reall really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really hyper. hoo hooo hoo hoo. although it might have somthing to do with my strange lack of sleep last night. I went to bed around 2, then woke up around 9:30. i got 7 and 1/2 hours of sleep, so i dont really see how i could be really tired. I dunno. yeah so anyway.


yesterday i had gymnastics. i got 2 new bruises. oh yes, they're very fun and painful, especially when i wanna walk. oh yes. yeah, but instead of floor, we did tumble track which was fun fun fun! So now my back really hurts. yeah. last night after gymnastics I went out with the cooks and my bros to see Brian at work. I got double chocolate chunk icecream in a waffle cone with chocolate sprinkles.it was gooood! ive had this really really really really really strange chocolate craving lately, and Im not a abig fan of chocolate. its weird. yeah,so im really excited about this weekend, actualy pretty much everyweekend. Oh yeah. So i have no idea what im gonna do this weekend, but yeah, it'll probably be fun and we'll probably look back on memories. oh yes it'll be fun.




When memories are old and gone,
make new memories that are good and fun just like the old.
Yes, good and fun, just like the old.

Thine Hallowed Eve

That is what is used to be called (withouth the "thine"). Hallowed Eve. If you feel like reading, here are some links I got off of my dads blog about Hallowed Eve- Part 1 , and Part 2, yah, thats alot of reading. Now im gonna tell you a bit about my hallowed Eve.

It was a dark and stormy night. . . not a creature was stirring not even a mouse. . . nope wrong story. I had tutoring today with Mrs. Sillaman. We were getting ready to leave, and my mom volunteered to take Julia and Amanda to the church while Mrs. Sillaman took the trailer to Annapolis (i think thats what happened). Yeah, so we did stuff @ my house, then Brian came over like normal, and then we got ready for the Harvest Party. Yah, so when we got there, I practiced my lines with Matanda, I met Matanda's friend Kristin and Lauren showed me her Biology test. Then we ate, and just did random stuff.We practiced our skit more with Kimmy, Amanda, Matanda, me and DJ. My mom totally ruined the mirror thing. It was gonna be flippen sweet. Matanda . . .or should I say Fair Godly Mother was going to conjure up a mirror, and then blow a bunch of glitter to get it gone (if that made any sence). But we did somthign else. BORING! yeh, so then we went and saw Beccah. hehehe that was fun. We tried to sneak up on her. But we didnt do our theme song. It was supposed to be the Pink Panther theme song. But then we sneaked up on Courtney Ring. While I was there, she gave me some good tips for my interpretive speech for today at speech class. Yeah. . . . Then we went back to the church, and we stood around cause we missed the candy. That totally sucked. Oh and Mike, ifyou're reading this, Matanda said Thank you again for the candy, and she luvs you. Same to DJ from Matanda. yeah, so I went home, and then I took a shower and went to bed.


OK, my cat is oh so cute right now. If I can gt the pics off the camera, and onto my comp, I'll definetly show you. Oh yeah, and if you cant read anything up there, thats ok, what you do is copy it and paste it on whatever word processor you have. then change the font to somthign you can read. yeah. .
ttyl

Over and out