High School Musical- I Gotta Go My Own Way

So I'm not breaking up with anyone (not that theres anyone to break up with), but in a way I feel like Gabriella in this scene. I wanna go my own way terribly. I hate my school. I always have. Of course I like some stuff about it, but not much. I dont belong there. Anyone who really knows me would know that it's not the place where I would fit in. I'm not used to this. I keep falling to pieces in the middle of school. AACS will be fine without me. I'm honestly not dealing with it well. Maybe it's the truth of the matter. or Maybe it's just one of those phases...I dont really think so cause I've never liked the school. I mean, I like my classes, sorta, I like the activities, but there is just something about AACS that just...changed me quickly. On thursday, I barely said 2 words in class (except for in speech when I yelled at Chris, but that's another story), I was totally quiet, I barley even sang. (and most ppl should know that I love talking and singing)I felt uncharacteristically depressed...for no apparent reason. And I HATE when I have to adjust from how I am at AACS to how I am at church and home. I dunno. but right now I feel like the chorus from Cavanaugh Park by Something Corporate.

It was great. This summer was so great! I was so happy and ecstatic, now...I just dunno. Lots have changed already. But I know I really cant complain. There are ppl out there who have harder lives than me. So I thank the Lord that I have a great family go to a good school(even if I dont like it), have the bestest friends anyone could ask for, 2 obnoxious cats, food, clothes, shelter, and a lighter to play with.


So, what are y'all doin this Labor Day?

You Are a Roller Coaster

You live for excitement, adventure, and the most intense of thrills. Nothing is better than feeling you're truly alive, and you're willing to take risks to feel this way. In relationships, people often feel a bit nervous about what they're getting into... But generally, everyone enjoys the wild ride you take them on. Your life has more low points and high points than most people's lives. But that's okay - you love them. You figure that a smooth ride is boring! Besides, you know that super high highs only come from knowing super low lows. You cherish every emotion you feel and feel it fully. Why deny what life is truly about? At your best, you are loving life and sharing your wild times with everyone you know. You are able to open your friends up to a whole new world of experiences. At your worst, you feel extremely disoriented and even a bit dizzy. There's only so much intensity a human (even you!) can take.

What Carnival Ride Are You?

There was never any place for someone like me to be totally happy


Listening to Broken by Amy Lee and Seether